Home

Everything started because of him.
Should people ask me why i didnt like to go home?
NO!
Because it doesnt seemed like a home.
I really dont understand why did he fought so hard to keep someone he couldnt even take care of.Cant he just let her live in a much more happy family? Didnt he realise when he cant even take care of the 3 he had now?
He was blessed because the 3 lived independently and even stood up for him when he needed them.
Now, he even wants them to take responsibilities to take care of his wrong-doings and sounded like they should do it for him. Wth is he thinking man.

I am praying that the appeal would fail.
I mean how lonely can he be when he is already going 60?

I know im gonna sound mean when i say this but why the one who stayed, is not my mum instead?

My mum wouldnt want us to suffer this way.
I miss u mum.

i miss them too!

Time files

Time really files.
Coming third week of 'new job' , the same routine everyday except praying that nothing goes wrong with the deliveries. Office hours can be really tiring, maybe im just not used to it yet. Did i mention i started drinking coffee to keep myself awake? sigh or i should get red bull to give me wings? The fishing bus journey trip was tedious as well.

Really cant wait to move to a bigger space of office&store. Excited as they painted the walls of the colours i asked for (also the colour scheme of our upcoming website)
Happi :) its gonna be cosy definitely.

meanwhile still waiting for the website & photoshoot pictures. Hurry!!!!


So soon,
Its coming to the end of 2009
I really hope 2010 would be a damn good year!

First day of new chapter

Now i feel like sleeping at 8pm

and thats bad...

trying new things

Yes or no?

never content

im unhappy with my life now, so much looking forward to my new chapter of life.

Money is the key to solve all problems.

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ready,set = go?

but when?

somehow seemed like its free lab***.

im excited again!

why?

seriously, i wanna puke now.

i mean like, for real!

why i dislike x2

First, i sprained my back badly
Now, it caused a huge blue-black on my fat thigh.



"(

we rock or not?

rock or gay?

Actual day of B-day

I stayed at home with BB, he surprised me with my favorite cake, cooked mee-sua for me!!

Its a simple day spent but with him around is the best birthday gift!!

Thank you for painting my life with colours!




Ah girl spent it with me too! look at her stupid innocent face.










now our room is so full of love!

Day 3 of b-day

STOZZ, let me run through the order once again.

S im bee teng
T ang wei chen
O kar yee
Z huang yanyan
Z heng jinxian

This is the name we came up with during secondary school days. Sounds gay? but it will remain in my heart like forever!

ive nothing much to say about the absent but i still appreciate the presence of the rest of them.

Thank you for a great day, singing out-loud, lighting the candles myself, the damn spicy steamboat and the crazy arcade times!

i love u girls !

Day 2 of B-day

Ass or 's' ??

They are simply my best bitches, shuting,shuxia and stupid gwen.
Haa, hanging ard at the same old place, however this time round, we didnt dance like madness but drink,talking rubbish,drink,play and drink again!

simply enjoyed the time with them although we dont see each other often but there is no gap between us!






I LOVE YOU!
and i loved the perfume & awesome glasses from u girls!
but i hate 151!

Day 1 of b-day

Gathering with best colleagues, had fun gossiping,photo-whoring and dancing around. Unfortunately, theres some irritating desperado freak bumming around our area.

anyhow, we still had fun!!

Many thanks to
Huina,jeanna,shujuan,siling,joan,sabrina,wendy,kelly,baby,jingwen

LOVE YOU GIRLS!!















Purpur rulezx

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why am i so sleepy everyday single day, its not like im lack of sufficient sleep.
Whats the problem with me?

Birthday's coming.
Kinda Excited cause it should be a happy day .yipee!


My plans
My colleagues& good friends
My 3 's'
My bee
My stozz

Its time for gathering with the loves.

then back to work.
sigh..


march march marching towards my goal!

Damn hilarious

can't stop laughing!
Dog crying in his sleep.

My Dream

This is gonna be my goal from today onwards!

im gonna buck up!

she grew

From cute little beagle pup to fat and plump girl. When shes naughty, i would point and scold her " YOU STUPID FAT GIRL ".

ok ok

Hes someone who says " ok, ok" all the time, made me looked like some naggy old women. Every monday, we have to think of programs or places to go, which lead us nowhere but some nice food and movies marathon.

Its not bothering me cause its simply enough to keep him by side.") loves.






And hes so cute when he sleeps, his fingers moves! best of it when i was still continuing munching food from sakura .

Though he irritates me all the time, i still adores him.
love bee

Maxmara

back dated post. Maxmara show at ION, working with my dear shuting and also met some old-time poly mates. Was lucky to have kind-hearted models but irritating helpers who thinks that he knows everything. Hes simply a bootlicker.

some pics to share.







The paper cutter man was awesome!

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How am i going to look for a new job with this weak body?

This morning, i screamed, kicked and cried.
what is wrong with my body?

I HATE IT!

The magikal dog

wished that brownie could be half smart like her.
love maggie

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Everytime after an interview, i will ask myself, "what do i want to do really?" " Is this what i really want to do for long term?" Its so frustrating, especially towards myself. I tried, learning to adapt environment, instead of looking for environment to adapt myself. It seems easy yet so hard. I hate to waste time. But opportunities just dont come. I think,yes, i can simply adapt a new job regardless of whether im happy about that place. Afterall,I can just cry,scream and pretend im happy. But im not.


GOD is pushing me. And everyone is pushing me.

love

i love you
you love me
we are happy family ")

Esther

She's freaky but i like it.
i rate 4.5/5

Quote from the show

K : she used the word "fuck"

K: i think we should bring ester to the Doctor

J: I dont think its necessary for a little dirty word

K: Then, please "fucking" spend time to talk to her

J: Yes, BITCH.

dead

Why is it so hard to get something that really interests u?

Everything is on its way,and we are not ready.

Especially me.

sorry

SICK

im SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK

again!!!!!


terrible!!

paranoid

im having a mixture of feelings now.

SPPF

Stress
Pressurized
Paranoid
Frustrated

Can someone tell me where,what and when?

browsing through plenty of jobs vacancies but which one should i go for?

mama, if u r listening, please guide me.

Black and Gold