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Everytime after an interview, i will ask myself, "what do i want to do really?" " Is this what i really want to do for long term?" Its so frustrating, especially towards myself. I tried, learning to adapt environment, instead of looking for environment to adapt myself. It seems easy yet so hard. I hate to waste time. But opportunities just dont come. I think,yes, i can simply adapt a new job regardless of whether im happy about that place. Afterall,I can just cry,scream and pretend im happy. But im not.


GOD is pushing me. And everyone is pushing me.