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Everytime after an interview, i will ask myself, "what do i want to do really?" " Is this what i really want to do for long term?" Its so frustrating, especially towards myself. I tried, learning to adapt environment, instead of looking for environment to adapt myself. It seems easy yet so hard. I hate to waste time. But opportunities just dont come. I think,yes, i can simply adapt a new job regardless of whether im happy about that place. Afterall,I can just cry,scream and pretend im happy. But im not.


GOD is pushing me. And everyone is pushing me.

love

i love you
you love me
we are happy family ")

Esther

She's freaky but i like it.
i rate 4.5/5

Quote from the show

K : she used the word "fuck"

K: i think we should bring ester to the Doctor

J: I dont think its necessary for a little dirty word

K: Then, please "fucking" spend time to talk to her

J: Yes, BITCH.

dead

Why is it so hard to get something that really interests u?

Everything is on its way,and we are not ready.

Especially me.

sorry

SICK

im SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK

again!!!!!


terrible!!

paranoid

im having a mixture of feelings now.

SPPF

Stress
Pressurized
Paranoid
Frustrated

Can someone tell me where,what and when?

browsing through plenty of jobs vacancies but which one should i go for?

mama, if u r listening, please guide me.

Black and Gold