Wednesday, July 30, 2008
the sensitivity is so strong that i couldnt even recognize myself.
sometimes i think what i need was security.
the security of importance that keeps me going.
moomoo wants to be existed.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
Cause without love I won't survive
I'm fettered and abusedI stand naked and accused
Should I surface this one man submarine?
How much do you know about me?
and how much did you try to understand?
I am drifting away from who i really am.
maybe that is what you want.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Some pics to share!!
Friday, July 11, 2008
i hope it ends soon.
Working as dressers with all my girls under daniel boey for BEBE show @ Meritus Mandarin.
Saw familar faces,Paul,Maria and Karina.
They so much reminds me of my SIP.lol
The cool tag for crews @ backstage.
a tired day.
A girls day out.
After deciding not to go for the library talk for Comda,we landed at fareast plaza, had lunch at Ramen Ten. Spicy mapo is HOT!! but its nice though ")
look at the 2 drunkard look alike girls beside.unintentionly same pose.lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BOYFRIEND!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
its raining cats and dogs.
feeling all sorts of emotions.
i hate the feelings that i have to face the fact that your dad is re-marrying another person and adding 3 additional people into your family. Its not like i care about your personal matters but it does make a difference here.you are not like a rich old man, you have 3 kids for god sake, and did you ever have any morals of responsibilties? the answer is NO! i hate to say that, you bring troubles rather than love to the family. I do not hate you but it hurts me,myself and the rest of them. watching it happens helplessly is the worst part of all. Its not like im grumbling that you have to support the whole of the family but at least have some responsibilties in thinking about the rest.
this is a bad childhood,bad teenage, worst being an adult. bad bad one seriously.
Can i just hide somewhere?
Morning classes makes me kinda sick,always had the problem in waking up, i wondered why. Sometimes i did think of why am i going for school when my passion is already not so much of it anymore. Did i just go to school for the sake of i need a diploma? Kinda confusing. But, however, i am still fighting for it,over and over again to meet the march next year. Its gonna be alot of group projects,FYP and stuffs, so im not gonna sabotage my friends by not doing my work. Tonics should be getting in my way to be myself awake.
had a great time with the girls, even though its only few hours shopping and movie, it had really soothes the nasty feelings i had on the previous day. and BB bought me the superb high cut gladiator which was in my wish list for our anniversary.
sweet thoughts of him.